his amor | 18

Mason Williams ~

She just left.

My bella just left.

I majorly regretted what had I done.

It was dangerous as I was falling for her so fucking badly. I'd to pushed her away to keep her safe. I was so afraid I'll lose her in this dangerous game. I'd pushed her away- fuck. I regretted that. God, I can't take the pain in my chest anymore. She was crying- for god sake. Tears were flowing down her rosy cheeks and I was so fucking helpless. I wished I could take her in my arms and kissed her healing all her pains I'd caused to her.

It just hurts so fucking much.

My jaw cleanched as I glanced at sophia. "Get the fuck out from here before I fucking kill you right here" I said through gritting teeth causing her to roll eyes.

"Meet Lorenzo D'amico in an hour" She spat before walking out from my office. I took a deep breathe and looked down at the necklace written 'My bella' . I shut my eyes closed taking a deep breathe.

I would've done anything for her, anything- even if that means to kill anyone, Although I've already killed for her yet I ended up pushing her away like everyone else. I know she hates me, I've saw the hatred in her eyes. Those beautiful big chocolate eyes that once used to be filled with so much love in them for me. She doesn't want to see my face anymore. Of course she'll  hate me- I'd hurt her so fucking badly. I walked to my desk and sat down on the chair staring at the necklace.

Maybe this was for the best, I acted impulsive on her. She'll be safe if she stay away from me. I felt so empty and lonely again. I covered my face with my hands letting out a sighed.

God, I missed her. I'm missing her so badly. Her big beautiful chocolate eyes, her rosy cheeks, those pink plump lips, those chocolate silky hair, her beautiful smile- god, everything, Her touch, kisses- I missed having her in my arms. Her beautiful melodic giggles, moans.

Stop- Mason.

I needed to stop thinking about her. I've to keep my distance from her in order to keep my bella safe. I know she hates me more than anything right now but it's for good.

"What was that?!" Amara asked, storming into my office. "God Mason, I can't fucking believe you! How could you do this with her?! She fucking loved you and you? You fucking pushed her away, why?!" She yelled storming over to my desk.

"Tell me why?! Because she was too good for you?!" She asked  as I took a deep breathe shaking my head. "I can't believe you! You were so fucking coward-"

"Fuck Yes! She was fucking good for me and you know what? I was so fucking selfish to let her involved in this dangerous game! I don't want anything bad to happened to h-" but she cut me off.

"That's why you pushed her away? I wished- I wished you could've felt the pain you've given her Mason! She was just so fucking broken and that's because of you, only!" She yelled looking dead into my eyes3.

"I know! I know Amara! I fucked up and I really fucked up but that's for her own good! I love her more than anything literally anyone in this Goddammit entire world and I was fucking afraid that I'll lose her!" I Yelled back. "I know what I'm feeling right now! My chest fucking hurting from the pain and It hurts so fucking bad- I wished I could explain! How lonely and alone I've fell again, Amara" I whispered the last part, panting.

She just shook her head with pursed lips.

"But you lose her anyway Mason, she just left. She's gone and now no matter how hard you fucking try, she won't come back.. never ever again" Amara said clenching her jaw.

I know, I lose her anyway and that's in a bad way.

"God, Amara-"

"I've saw the pain in her eyes Mason and I know, no one can heal those pieces of her heart that you've broken.. not even you"  she whispered. "She's gone Mason and yes, You're fucking alone again because the only person who've ever made you happy and made you feel alive again has fucking gone"

I run my hands through my hair. I messed up and I really fucking messed up.

"Ellie hates you, Mason. She's so fucking broken that I'm afraid you can't healed her again" Amara whispered looking into my eyes.

"Get out from here" I said clenching my jaw and looking away from her as I couldn't take it anymore. The hurt and the pain- I can't take it.

"Aren't you're going to bring Ellie back?" Amara asked. Her eyebrows scrunching together in confusion.

"No" I mumbled shoving the necklace in my drawer causing her jaw to slightly dropped. "She's gone and I can be back at my work so let me be" I rolled my eyes trying hard to give up on my desire to be with her.

"You can't be fucking serious, Mason Williams" She shook her head with disbelief. "Stop fucking these shits and go get your girl for fucking god sake!" She yelled.

"I'm serious, Amara. She's gone and that's for goo-" Before I could completed my sentence Amara slapped me on my cheek.

"What the fuck, Amara?" I snarled. My jaw clenched as I stood up trying hard not to lose my anger control. "This is for hurting Ellie, Brother" she hissed looking dead into my eyes. I swear, If she wasn't my fucking sister. I rolled my eyes and sat back down with leg crossed.

"Get the fuck out" I hissed glaring at her causing her to scoffed. "I know You're miserable without her, Brother" that's all she said and stormed out from my office.

Yeah, I'm miserable without her..

~

It's been a week since Ellie gone.

And I swear, If I don't fucking missed her.

I missed her so much. Her breathtaking beautiful face, her beautiful curvey body pressed against mine, her kiss, her touch, her fresh strawberry and vanilla scent, the way her eyes light up whenever she saw me, they way she smile at my each words, her giggled- I miss her everything. Having her in my arms, It hurts to sleep alone in that bed. So lonely. So fucking alone.

I started calling my strippers again. Antonio and Matteo tried to talked with me but I refused to them. I stay most of the time in my office or gym. Doing work, drinking and training. That's what my life is now. A sad smile tugged on my lips as I stared down at our photo. Ellie's head rested on my chest and My hand on her head. She's looking so beautiful and happy there.

So I'm.

Knock knock*

I quickly shoved our and Ellie's photos in the drawer and took a deep breathe. "Come in" I said.

Large wooden door got opened and Diana walked inside.

"Have you seen yourself, Mason? You're looking so miserable" Diana said crossing her arms over her chest. "You should take some sleep or some rest. You'd enough drinking and fucking those strippers"

"I'm okay" I mumbled taking a sip of my drink.

"It doesn't seems like you're okay. You're broken and messed" she replied walking over to my desk as I let out a sighed.

"Look, she probably mad but all you need to do is just tell her the fucking truth, because I know you didn't sleep with any girls Mason" she said putting her hands on her hips.

"Leave me alone. I'm all fine. I can live without her diana" I snarled at her causing her to roll eyes.

"I don't think you can, You're already lost without her" Diana grumbled. Her eyebrows scrunching together. I roll my eyes taking another sip of my drink and she let out a scoffed.

"Drinking and sleeping with those strippers won't tear your all pain away Mason. Honestly we all don't like to see you like this" she spoke softly. I pinched the bridge of my nose shaking my head.

"Just leave me alone diana. I'm doing fine for fuck sake" I said glaring at her and she let out a heavy sighed. It fell all silent until she decided to broke it.

"I saw Ellie today" she spoke causing my eyes to grow slightly widened and I immediately move my hands from my face. God. I want to know if she's okay. My face immediately brightened up hearing her name causing diana to slightly smiled up at me.

"Your face just got all brightened hearing her name Mason. You love her so much and I can still see that in your eyes than why did you pushed her away? She loved your crazy ruthless ass so much but you ended up pushing her away just like everyone else, all broken" diana spoke disappointedly.

I took a deep breathe decided to ignore her question 

"How's she? Is she okay?" I mumbled looking down at the necklace written 'My bella'. A small smile tugged on my lips thinking about her.

My bella.

"I guess so" she shrugged as I looked up at her. "But she's not the same anymore. She's quiet and broken inside"

And it fell silent, again.

"Mason-" Matteo run up to me, panting. "Ellie is here" he said in almost out of breathe.

"Really?!" Diana grinned at him and I didn't waste a second as I stood up from the chair running out from my office as fast as I can, down the hallway. I stopped at my track when I saw her standing there near the stairs talking with Amara and Antonio.

Holy shit. My bella.

She was wearing a black top with pencil skirt. Her hair done in a braid leaving few hair strands out on her face. She was looking absolutely beautiful. But my heart just broke seeing her like this, broken and upset. Her eyes puffy from crying and she was looking hell weak like she barely eat or sleep. A tear rolled down her rosy cheek but she immediately wiped it before saying something to Antonio causing Amara to smiled sadly pulling her for a hug when Antonio nodded his head gving her a sad smile back.

God, How fucking badly I want to hug her and kiss her taking all her pains away. I want to tell her how much I love her and how much I miss her.

How fucking lost I'm without her.

My chest ache from the pain.

Just as her beautiful chocolate eyes met mine, I felt as my heart stopped. Her eyes held so much anger and hatred in them for me as we stared at each other. She hates me and I can clearly see that in her eyes.

It hurts and It hurts even more when she looked away from me.

Flashback ~

"Mason, Put me down!" She gigged. Her melodic giggles filled my ear when I slapped on her ass smirking. "Are you really kidnapping me, Mr Williams?" She playfully asked as I carried her in front of the beautiful lake, One of my favourite spot. Whenever I feel sad or stressed I come here.

"Trust me, I won't mind to bella" I chuckled gently placing her down on her feet as she looked around. "I can do anything to be alone with you" A beautiful smile pulled on her pink plump lips and she looked back-up at me.

"It's so beautiful" She whispered.

"I'm glad you like it" I replied kissing the top of her head. "But Why did you bought me here?" She asked turning around to stared up at the clear crystal blue sky.

"Because you're so special, bella" I whispered wrapping my arms around her waist, smiling. She bite down on her lip smiling as her rosy cheeks turned more pink. Her small back pressed against my hard chest. It feels so good having her this closer to me.

"You're the first person, I've bought here" I murmured kissing her exposed shoulder.

"My mom used to bring me here. It was her favourite spot and than after she left me, it got mine" I mumbled "I missed her so much bella, I was literally so broken when she left me. I was lost" I paused taking a deep breathe.

"And Now, it's you and it'll always be you only" I kissed her neck than her shoulder causing her to softly smile.

Ellie turned around to face me. Her beautiful eyes looking into mine as she gently cupped my face. "I'm here with you Mason. Always and forever" she whispered standing on her tipy toes and pressing her soft lips against mine.

"Unless you pushed me away" she bite down on her lip.

I stared at her a moment taking her every feature and I swear she's the most beautiful thing in this world. From her kindness, sweetness to her beauty everything take my breath away. She's stubborn sometimes and I like that.

I'm a lucky bastard to have this beautiful angel.

"I won't bella. I'll never push you away from me" I whispered gently cupping her face and planting my lips against her soft pump one.

"Than I guess, I'm stuck with you" she teased giggling.

"I know bella, you're stuck with me and there's no way I'm letting you leave me alone" I smirked pulling her more closer to me closing the gap between us. Ellie smiled wrapping her hands around my neck.

"I'll never" she pecked my lips.

"I'll never too" I repeat lowering my head to her level to captured her lips in a deep kiss. We both smiled into the kiss.

"What about sophia?" She asked playfully narrowing her eyes at me causing me to roll my eyes.

"There's nothing about her" I replied nuzzling my face in her neck. God. She smells so fucking good. She let out a shaky moan I began to placing butterfly kisses on her neck, softly biting on her skin. Her soft moans filled my ear as I picked her up wrapping her long smooth legs around my waist.

"M-Mason" she moaned tilting her head back giving me a better access of her neck. I smiled against her skin when her hand tugging on my hair gently. "You don't want me to take you right here, no?" I growled kissing her jaw than her soft plump lips causing her cheeks to heated up.

"I-I won't mind t-through" she softly spoke against my lips. Her face heated up and Her eyes filled with desire causing me to bite down on my lip, grinning.

For fuck sake, This angel drives me so fucking crazy.

"Stop looking at me like that" she pout slapping my shoulder and I let out a chuckled. She's couldn't be more cute.

"I love you" I mumble carrying her to the near bench making her smile. She cupped my face as a beautiful grin spread on her beautiful face taking my breath away once again.

If we ever have a babygirl than she'll be definitely like her- but wait, Since when I wanted to be a father?

I couldn't helped it when a grin tugged on my lips.

I guess after I met her and I'll be the happiest man in this earth to be the father of her baby, our baby.

"I love you even more" she leaned her forehead against mine.
Her eyes held so much love in them for me. 

God, I'm definitely a lucky bastard.

I brushed my nose against her hearing her melodic giggles before our lips meet in a passionate kiss.

Flashbacks Ends ~

I took a deep breathe.

I watched as she last time hugged Amara and Antonio than made her way towards the door but stopped at the second. I thought she would turned around for me, at least come to me to slapped me, yelled at me but she didn't. I shoved my hands inside my suit pant pocket as she took a deep breathe and left through the door leaving me all broken and alone, again.

I felt Matteo's hand on my shoulder as I shut my eyes closed before a tear could rolled down my cheeks.

I deserved this.

******

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No, I'm just kidding ^^

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It means a lot to me.

Stay Safe and stay happy

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Byeeee <333

Mason Williams ~

She just left.

My bella just left.

I majorly regretted what had I done.

It was dangerous as I was falling for her so fucking badly. I'd to pushed her away to keep her safe. I was so afraid I'll lose her in this dangerous game. I'd pushed her away- fuck. I regretted that. God, I can't take the pain in my chest anymore. She was crying- for god sake. Tears were flowing down her rosy cheeks and I was so fucking helpless. I wished I could take her in my arms and kissed her healing all her pains I'd caused to her.

It just hurts so fucking much.

My jaw cleanched as I glanced at sophia. "Get the fuck out from here before I fucking kill you right here" I said through gritting teeth causing her to roll eyes.

"Meet Lorenzo D'amico in an hour" She spat before walking out from my office. I took a deep breathe and looked down at the necklace written 'My bella' . I shut my eyes closed taking a deep breathe.

I would've done anything for her, anything- even if that means to kill anyone, Although I've already killed for her yet I ended up pushing her away like everyone else. I know she hates me, I've saw the hatred in her eyes. Those beautiful big chocolate eyes that once used to be filled with so much love in them for me. She doesn't want to see my face anymore. Of course she'll  hate me- I'd hurt her so fucking badly. I walked to my desk and sat down on the chair staring at the necklace.

Maybe this was for the best, I acted impulsive on her. She'll be safe if she stay away from me. I felt so empty and lonely again. I covered my face with my hands letting out a sighed.

God, I missed her. I'm missing her so badly. Her big beautiful chocolate eyes, her rosy cheeks, those pink plump lips, those chocolate silky hair, her beautiful smile- god, everything, Her touch, kisses- I missed having her in my arms. Her beautiful melodic giggles, moans.

Stop- Mason.

I needed to stop thinking about her. I've to keep my distance from her in order to keep my bella safe. I know she hates me more than anything right now but it's for good.

"What was that?!" Amara asked, storming into my office. "God Mason, I can't fucking believe you! How could you do this with her?! She fucking loved you and you? You fucking pushed her away, why?!" She yelled storming over to my desk.

"Tell me why?! Because she was too good for you?!" She asked  as I took a deep breathe shaking my head. "I can't believe you! You were so fucking coward-"

"Fuck Yes! She was fucking good for me and you know what? I was so fucking selfish to let her involved in this dangerous game! I don't want anything bad to happened to h-" but she cut me off.

"That's why you pushed her away? I wished- I wished you could've felt the pain you've given her Mason! She was just so fucking broken and that's because of you, only!" She yelled looking dead into my eyes3.

"I know! I know Amara! I fucked up and I really fucked up but that's for her own good! I love her more than anything literally anyone in this Goddammit entire world and I was fucking afraid that I'll lose her!" I Yelled back. "I know what I'm feeling right now! My chest fucking hurting from the pain and It hurts so fucking bad- I wished I could explain! How lonely and alone I've fell again, Amara" I whispered the last part, panting.

She just shook her head with pursed lips.

"But you lose her anyway Mason, she just left. She's gone and now no matter how hard you fucking try, she won't come back.. never ever again" Amara said clenching her jaw.

I know, I lose her anyway and that's in a bad way.

"God, Amara-"

"I've saw the pain in her eyes Mason and I know, no one can heal those pieces of her heart that you've broken.. not even you"  she whispered. "She's gone Mason and yes, You're fucking alone again because the only person who've ever made you happy and made you feel alive again has fucking gone"

I run my hands through my hair. I messed up and I really fucking messed up.

"Ellie hates you, Mason. She's so fucking broken that I'm afraid you can't healed her again" Amara whispered looking into my eyes.

"Get out from here" I said clenching my jaw and looking away from her as I couldn't take it anymore. The hurt and the pain- I can't take it.

"Aren't you're going to bring Ellie back?" Amara asked. Her eyebrows scrunching together in confusion.

"No" I mumbled shoving the necklace in my drawer causing her jaw to slightly dropped. "She's gone and I can be back at my work so let me be" I rolled my eyes trying hard to give up on my desire to be with her.

"You can't be fucking serious, Mason Williams" She shook her head with disbelief. "Stop fucking these shits and go get your girl for fucking god sake!" She yelled.

"I'm serious, Amara. She's gone and that's for goo-" Before I could completed my sentence Amara slapped me on my cheek.

"What the fuck, Amara?" I snarled. My jaw clenched as I stood up trying hard not to lose my anger control. "This is for hurting Ellie, Brother" she hissed looking dead into my eyes. I swear, If she wasn't my fucking sister. I rolled my eyes and sat back down with leg crossed.

"Get the fuck out" I hissed glaring at her causing her to scoffed. "I know You're miserable without her, Brother" that's all she said and stormed out from my office.

Yeah, I'm miserable without her..

~

It's been a week since Ellie gone.

And I swear, If I don't fucking missed her.

I missed her so much. Her breathtaking beautiful face, her beautiful curvey body pressed against mine, her kiss, her touch, her fresh strawberry and vanilla scent, the way her eyes light up whenever she saw me, they way she smile at my each words, her giggled- I miss her everything. Having her in my arms, It hurts to sleep alone in that bed. So lonely. So fucking alone.

I started calling my strippers again. Antonio and Matteo tried to talked with me but I refused to them. I stay most of the time in my office or gym. Doing work, drinking and training. That's what my life is now. A sad smile tugged on my lips as I stared down at our photo. Ellie's head rested on my chest and My hand on her head. She's looking so beautiful and happy there.

So I'm.

Knock knock*

I quickly shoved our and Ellie's photos in the drawer and took a deep breathe. "Come in" I said.

Large wooden door got opened and Diana walked inside.

"Have you seen yourself, Mason? You're looking so miserable" Diana said crossing her arms over her chest. "You should take some sleep or some rest. You'd enough drinking and fucking those strippers"

"I'm okay" I mumbled taking a sip of my drink.

"It doesn't seems like you're okay. You're broken and messed" she replied walking over to my desk as I let out a sighed.

"Look, she probably mad but all you need to do is just tell her the fucking truth, because I know you didn't sleep with any girls Mason" she said putting her hands on her hips.

"Leave me alone. I'm all fine. I can live without her diana" I snarled at her causing her to roll eyes.

"I don't think you can, You're already lost without her" Diana grumbled. Her eyebrows scrunching together. I roll my eyes taking another sip of my drink and she let out a scoffed.

"Drinking and sleeping with those strippers won't tear your all pain away Mason. Honestly we all don't like to see you like this" she spoke softly. I pinched the bridge of my nose shaking my head.

"Just leave me alone diana. I'm doing fine for fuck sake" I said glaring at her and she let out a heavy sighed. It fell all silent until she decided to broke it.

"I saw Ellie today" she spoke causing my eyes to grow slightly widened and I immediately move my hands from my face. God. I want to know if she's okay. My face immediately brightened up hearing her name causing diana to slightly smiled up at me.

"Your face just got all brightened hearing her name Mason. You love her so much and I can still see that in your eyes than why did you pushed her away? She loved your crazy ruthless ass so much but you ended up pushing her away just like everyone else, all broken" diana spoke disappointedly.

I took a deep breathe decided to ignore her question 

"How's she? Is she okay?" I mumbled looking down at the necklace written 'My bella'. A small smile tugged on my lips thinking about her.

My bella.

"I guess so" she shrugged as I looked up at her. "But she's not the same anymore. She's quiet and broken inside"

And it fell silent, again.

"Mason-" Matteo run up to me, panting. "Ellie is here" he said in almost out of breathe.

"Really?!" Diana grinned at him and I didn't waste a second as I stood up from the chair running out from my office as fast as I can, down the hallway. I stopped at my track when I saw her standing there near the stairs talking with Amara and Antonio.

Holy shit. My bella.

She was wearing a black top with pencil skirt. Her hair done in a braid leaving few hair strands out on her face. She was looking absolutely beautiful. But my heart just broke seeing her like this, broken and upset. Her eyes puffy from crying and she was looking hell weak like she barely eat or sleep. A tear rolled down her rosy cheek but she immediately wiped it before saying something to Antonio causing Amara to smiled sadly pulling her for a hug when Antonio nodded his head gving her a sad smile back.

God, How fucking badly I want to hug her and kiss her taking all her pains away. I want to tell her how much I love her and how much I miss her.

How fucking lost I'm without her.

My chest ache from the pain.

Just as her beautiful chocolate eyes met mine, I felt as my heart stopped. Her eyes held so much anger and hatred in them for me as we stared at each other. She hates me and I can clearly see that in her eyes.

It hurts and It hurts even more when she looked away from me.

Flashback ~

"Mason, Put me down!" She gigged. Her melodic giggles filled my ear when I slapped on her ass smirking. "Are you really kidnapping me, Mr Williams?" She playfully asked as I carried her in front of the beautiful lake, One of my favourite spot. Whenever I feel sad or stressed I come here.

"Trust me, I won't mind to bella" I chuckled gently placing her down on her feet as she looked around. "I can do anything to be alone with you" A beautiful smile pulled on her pink plump lips and she looked back-up at me.

"It's so beautiful" She whispered.

"I'm glad you like it" I replied kissing the top of her head. "But Why did you bought me here?" She asked turning around to stared up at the clear crystal blue sky.

"Because you're so special, bella" I whispered wrapping my arms around her waist, smiling. She bite down on her lip smiling as her rosy cheeks turned more pink. Her small back pressed against my hard chest. It feels so good having her this closer to me.

"You're the first person, I've bought here" I murmured kissing her exposed shoulder.

"My mom used to bring me here. It was her favourite spot and than after she left me, it got mine" I mumbled "I missed her so much bella, I was literally so broken when she left me. I was lost" I paused taking a deep breathe.

"And Now, it's you and it'll always be you only" I kissed her neck than her shoulder causing her to softly smile.

Ellie turned around to face me. Her beautiful eyes looking into mine as she gently cupped my face. "I'm here with you Mason. Always and forever" she whispered standing on her tipy toes and pressing her soft lips against mine.

"Unless you pushed me away" she bite down on her lip.

I stared at her a moment taking her every feature and I swear she's the most beautiful thing in this world. From her kindness, sweetness to her beauty everything take my breath away. She's stubborn sometimes and I like that.

I'm a lucky bastard to have this beautiful angel.

"I won't bella. I'll never push you away from me" I whispered gently cupping her face and planting my lips against her soft pump one.

"Than I guess, I'm stuck with you" she teased giggling.

"I know bella, you're stuck with me and there's no way I'm letting you leave me alone" I smirked pulling her more closer to me closing the gap between us. Ellie smiled wrapping her hands around my neck.

"I'll never" she pecked my lips.

"I'll never too" I repeat lowering my head to her level to captured her lips in a deep kiss. We both smiled into the kiss.

"What about sophia?" She asked playfully narrowing her eyes at me causing me to roll my eyes.

"There's nothing about her" I replied nuzzling my face in her neck. God. She smells so fucking good. She let out a shaky moan I began to placing butterfly kisses on her neck, softly biting on her skin. Her soft moans filled my ear as I picked her up wrapping her long smooth legs around my waist.

"M-Mason" she moaned tilting her head back giving me a better access of her neck. I smiled against her skin when her hand tugging on my hair gently. "You don't want me to take you right here, no?" I growled kissing her jaw than her soft plump lips causing her cheeks to heated up.

"I-I won't mind t-through" she softly spoke against my lips. Her face heated up and Her eyes filled with desire causing me to bite down on my lip, grinning.

For fuck sake, This angel drives me so fucking crazy.

"Stop looking at me like that" she pout slapping my shoulder and I let out a chuckled. She's couldn't be more cute.

"I love you" I mumble carrying her to the near bench making her smile. She cupped my face as a beautiful grin spread on her beautiful face taking my breath away once again.

If we ever have a babygirl than she'll be definitely like her- but wait, Since when I wanted to be a father?

I couldn't helped it when a grin tugged on my lips.

I guess after I met her and I'll be the happiest man in this earth to be the father of her baby, our baby.

"I love you even more" she leaned her forehead against mine.
Her eyes held so much love in them for me. 

God, I'm definitely a lucky bastard.

I brushed my nose against her hearing her melodic giggles before our lips meet in a passionate kiss.

Flashbacks Ends ~

I took a deep breathe.

I watched as she last time hugged Amara and Antonio than made her way towards the door but stopped at the second. I thought she would turned around for me, at least come to me to slapped me, yelled at me but she didn't. I shoved my hands inside my suit pant pocket as she took a deep breathe and left through the door leaving me all broken and alone, again.

I felt Matteo's hand on my shoulder as I shut my eyes closed before a tear could rolled down my cheeks.

I deserved this.

******

Okay so, I'm really done with this 🥺🤧

No, I'm just kidding ^^

Anyways thank you so much for reading ❤❤

Also for the votes and reads too ❤

It means a lot to me.

Stay Safe and stay happy

^^

See you in the next Chapter

Byeeee <333